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HOW THE DESIGN OF ILYA CAME INTO BEING

1. "The Wandering Prince": Apathy and Lost - the forming stage

It was the early stage of the 2020 coronavirus pandemic, everybody was in self-quarantine.
I was a second-year MFA student, wrapping up my last semester at school in New York. 

The collective unconscious of people was filled with anxiety and chaos, I was inevitably affected too. I felt lost and depressed, dead inside. I couldn't care less about finishing assignments. I didn't care for nothing. As someone with a disciplined routine and never stayed up past 11:30pm, I felt no need to keep up with routine. Everything was up in the air. My family back in China was anxious too, and preferred me to come home. The regular life was inevitably disrupted.

The only thing that gave me life at this time was playing a phone game called "Sky: Children of the Lights" with old friends in other countries. I started drawing my game avatar, with Middle-East inspired outfit (I was always intuitively interested in Persia and Silk Roads). I called the avatar (genderless) the "Wandering Prince", a prince from a fallen empire now known to no one, and wandering in Wasteland (a map in the game)




 

2. Self Portrait stage

I kept drawing more of this Wandering Prince. Till now, it was just a catharticmedium for my self-portrait, for me to express my feelings of lost, hopelessness, and defeated by uncontrollable external events, and the confusion at the disruption of what used to be regular life.

3. Self and the Other - intertwining stage

 Gradually, a distinct consciousness developed from within persona, hence the individualization of Ilya.



 

4. Ilya - individualization stage

Ilya as a distinct fictional person.

for more Ilya paintings, redirect to Character page.



 

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